Hmmm. I don’t how to best explain this right now, but I feel as if I have failed. As if I have given up on a dream. It continues to haunt me that maybe I didn’t work hard enough or maybe I am just not good enough.
In times like these, I usually try to encourage myself. Thats the best thing we can do for ourselves is minister to our own hearts and minds, when were ready to give up. I have been praying and praying, but boy is the DEVIL preying on me lately. I am working hard to fight him. When I find my strength is lacking to the point, I can’t even pray. I just simply call on the name of Jesus and He hears my cry. My hope is that God will begin to turn around my heart, even my circumstances will change.
I am struggling to say the least. I will be off tumblr for the next week in my dying need of fasting from social network. You can contact me via email victoria.pouncy@aol.com